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2013 in review

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2013 annual report for this blog. Here's an excerpt: The concert hall at the Sydney Opera House holds 2,700 people. This blog was viewed about 8,400 times in 2013. If it were a concert at Sydney Opera House, it would...

Cover-up’s

I have found in my journey of grief that I create "cover-ups" Because the pain is so unbearable I have to use other things to take my mind off of Brianna, I noticed this when my Dad died, my grief switched to him and I focused everything on him, the days after his...

Getting out of Depression….My new journey

  It all started in October, I found out Kayla was moving to California, I went into an instant depression, I instantly cut all ties with everyone, I stopped exercising, I stopped doing things, I would get off work come home and do nothing, I had no motivation. I...

Running and Grief

I haven't written much about this.... And I should since it is such a big part of my Grief...I think we all have to find something to help us to focus. So many people are unable to focus and they stay in the dark for many years, for me that was not an option, I had to...

At 1:24 pm Miss Brianna Reid Canacari was Born

..... I awoke with a sobbing cry this morning..... I can't believe Brianna would be 16 today.... Most mornings when I wake up I have those first few minutes where I don't think about it, I am normal and my child is alive, and then it kicks in that yes my child is...

Changing of the Seasons

Changing of the season: It builds up without me even thinking about it, it starts just after Brianna's Angel day, the pressure building in my heart. I usually have about 3 months out of the year when I am "OK" the other 9 months are just plain Hell. And then when the...

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