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Running again.

September 8, 2016 I decided I needed to get my butt back out there and start running again, I have been running a little and using some weights, but I needed to hit the pavement, get outside where I love running. I decided to run in my favorite neighborhood, 17th...

Nights are the hardest

Nights are the hardest, at times I don't want to go to sleep.... I don't want the pain, I don't want the tears that come down without my permission. It's not every night, but it's the night when it's close to her Anniversary, again I don't ask for this it just...

Trigger Points

Trigger Points…….we all have them, they are the things that remind us of something, something that ignites a memory, a time in our life, a moment we would rather forget...there is no rhyme or reason when they come, they are unexpected and you get a pain in your chest...

AA for the Grieving

Sometimes I don't know what's real and what's not.... sometimes I feel as though I am just floating on this earth. I have compromised so many things and made so many mistakes. Grief makes you do things you normally wouldn't do... not that it's an excuse but you long...

I will always triumph…..

Sometimes with tragedy we lose our senses, we lose our ability to feel, to function in the everyday world. We go through the motions that society says we are supposed to go through. We fall through the cracks of society because there is nowhere to go. People don’t...

The Aftermath of Suicide

I can't help but think about today, it's funny how without even thinking about things they just pop up, they come to visit us, those memories, those awful memories when we lost a loved one, we think back at exactly what happened, how it happened. I have already shared...

Grief and the Holiday’s

A couple of days ago I was doing some organizing at home, I ran across some cards that Chris had written me, one was a Christmas card and another was a Mother’s day card. Both cards were about the same thing, he only wanted to get better so we could have a future...

SUICIDE OR DEPRESSION? REALLY

A friend posted this topic on Facebook, I found it quite interesting. Think about it…… it makes total sense. Of course we all have our own opinions and I am one of them, I have lived this so for me I go by my own life experience. I agree on a lot of the points made in...

The End

I have thought about my Blog and where I want it to go, someday I wish to turn it into a book, I always wondered how I would END it, when would be a good time, I mean think about it, you can only talk about Grief so much, nothing has changed I still miss Brianna every...

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