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My sweet Brianna

As the days get closer to the day that changed our lives forever, I take a deep breath and think back to that day, I will always think what could I have done, I still blame myself, I felt like such a failure as a Mother, I froze, my Husband didn't freeze he went into...

And it begins all over again..

As this month starts I feel what I have been feeling the past couple of months, the weight on my heart that tells me it has been another year, as I write this the tears come down because I cannot believe I am writing this, I can't believe I am still here. I wonder...

Time to get the weight lifted.

It has been so long since I wrote.. I don't know if it is because I have been keeping myself so busy I can't see straight, or if I just don't want to think my Baby is gone, after almost two years I still feel like I am going to wake up and she will be there, maybe it...

wondering when

As we approach our second year I wonder when I will feel like a normal person, each day is a struggle and I know to most they don't know it or see it. I do wear a mask, but feel if I didn't I would get no where. Some people they say they let it all hang out and show...

It’s been to long

Hello Baby, Wow it has been a long time since I wrote you, I have been struggling so much and I really do not know what to do. I try so hard everyday to make it the best that I can, but at the end of the day you are still not hear and I go back to the time when you...

Is this Brianna??

So this seems pretty weird huh? yes it is a stuffed animal, well this is Brianna's stuffed animal it is on the floor in her room with other stuffed animals. For the last week I wake up in the morning and it is in the same place in the livingroom every morning, well at...

Trying to cope

[youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nq8TasNsgKw&w=420&h=315] As I listen to this song, at first it was just for me, me telling Brianna how I feel and what she means to me, but then I thought this is how she was to everyone, this is how Brianna at the age...

A poem from Sissy

A poem for Brianna... I don't know why you did this, did you even care?  I'm left wondering, why would you even dare?  I sit and wonder what life would be like, if I hadn't seen your  lifeless body under that light.  The last memories I have, you didn't speak or look...

A song for Brianna

this is a song i wrote for brianna, it will hopefully be used by a great band (: pretty baby, i can't breathe without you, this pain so unbearable. forever seared in my memories, always reminding me you're gone forever resting in paradise i wish i would've known that...

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